[ That one isn’t quite so easy to answer. Well, it is, but he’s not sure he wants to. Because what he experienced in the war zone is something he seeks, quite often. Something he needs a steady doze of.

If Ellie is trying to remove it from her life … That’s better. ]

Sort of.

[ More like he feels a very distinct lack of it. A hollowness. ]

Mostly I come home from work expecting there to be some new body part in the fridge even if Sherlock’s not here.